Friday, July 26, 2013

No faves please.

I have lost my addiction, 
The driving force to make me unique, 
The value that makes me stand-out that was once an important pillar in my life.
No longer do I need to have things done my way, nor do I believe I have to have something because its what I value most.
No, not really, it's like everything that I had to show to make myself me has disappeared, not that my identity is lost, but I don't need to show it to the world anymore. 
I know what I like, I know what I believe in, I know what I favor most, and it's all for me, and only for me alone. 

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Unturned

Annoyed beyond belief, ticked-off to the point of despair.
Only what I can see in my head, only what I can't shout out but keep my stead.
I keep living a life of a lie. 
I keep listening to the words I once said. 
I made a choice, 
I chose my path, 
no one really told me to this way or that.
No one to blame but myself alone, 
no one to fight with because of the the struggles Imade so close to home.
I listened, And i skirted, more likely observed, but now It's time to stand up and act on the things I have observed.
 No more where I believed in bippity-boppity-boo will work, or turning into a goon. 
It's my life I live now, and it's all being unturned. 

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Limbo

Someday you know you'll find your way, and you've figured out its all alright. 
No one seemed to be looking okay but you didn't know you had it tight. 
Live as you think not knowing it was all a dream, life lets you realize the idealist reality of infamy and idiocy as to looking at the conformity of social inhibitions that keep everyone tacky
Think not, waste not. 
Jump it out, give a chance, 
No need to lie, keep being fly.
Individuality is the key as teamwork is as easy as 1,2,3. 

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Ephemeral

Means to last only one day, for the moment, whatever is now is now, whatever then was, was then. 

People change, people grow, some stay the same, some grow old. 
I always thought when I know someone, that's it, I know them, they're either my friend or not. 
Little did i know that characters and personalities are ephemeral... They don't stay the same forever. 
I know assholes and bitches who are married now, some have babies, some have kids and they've changed for the better because of their new lives.
I also  knew the quiet, obedient ones, some are dead now, some are wild, some do drugs and their lives are going for the worst. 
Then there are the few who haven't changed at all... They were the same since high-school, I guess you call them in limbo, they're stuck where they are.

I see life, I'm not moving, I thought I was, apparently I'm not... I'll try, I'll do my best to move within my life, see the change, work, health And family... Let's do this!